March 10, 2005
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June 10, 2000
Dear friend,
Do you know what “kissing” is? I think you probably do because you are older than me. But just in case, I will tell you. Kissing is when you touch your lips against another girl’s lips. Wow!
I thought that in those movies and television shows when they talk about having a cigarette break that they should have a kissing break. But then again, I think this would decrease productivity.
I’m only being cute here. I don’t really mean it. I just wanted to make you smile. I meant the “wow” though.
Earlier this week my friend Karla asked me to go with her to Universal Studios. I had such a good time! My favorite ride was Back to the Future. Feeling the heat on my face was such a great feeling. All the other rides were OK but I think I like Magic Mountain more.
Well after we left we decided to go watch a movie. We both sat down in the movie theater and then Karla leans over and looks at me.
“So do you want me to kiss you now or kiss you later?”
I was so shocked. I couldn’t tell if she was joking or actually meant it.
“Surprise me,” I said.
”OK”
“I’m sorry I need to go to the bathroom.”
I wasn’t sure what to do I never kissed a girl before. I always had this image of me kissing a girl on her front porch after our third date. Me slowly going in and kissing her on the lips while holding her neck. But here I was at the movies with a girl on our first date and SHE asked me for a kiss. What a dilemma. Well I mustered up the courage to head back to the movie and sat down.
Suddenly, out of the corner of my eye I see her head coming at me. Ahhhhh!!!! I brace myself for the worst and she goes in for the kill. I remember thinking to myself Oh my god she’s kissing me…….wait this feels good…..wait this feels wet…..wait that’s her tongue.
I don’t remember much of the movie but this has to be one of the best times I’ve ever had at a theater.
Afterwards, on the way back to her house we talked about the kisses and I let her know that it was my first time. She was surprised at first and told me she thought I was good. That made me happy.
During the ride home I called all my friends to tell them what happened and how come they didn’t tell me kissing was so cool. One friend even brought a bigger smile to my face. “Lan, if you like kissing this much, imagine what sex is like.”
Love always,
Lan
[Note:] I orignally wrote and posted this entry on January 5th, 2005. I decided to repost it because I was (and am) truly proud of this entry and wanted my new readers to get a chance to read it.
P.S. I can’t believe one of my all time favorite entries has no text editing or pictures.
Comments (165)
haha that’s funny and cute. sighhhhhhhhhh i have yet to experience what you did …
nice
i hated my first kiss LOL
:throb: cute lan *hugs*
what a brave girl Karla is
i am usually the one who run to the bathroom
you seriously how old are you?
scratch you and put But***
“… but seriously how old are you?” hehe
typo! :tongue:
Ah, shucks.
Im into it. Tell the rest of the story. Did you guys have a second date? What? Don’t leave me in suspense. :console:
***double scratch that*** and put how old were you??
awww. im proud of ya. My visions of kissing is like. Nasty ew. … maybe because i didn’t really like the guy… haven’t dated since.
how old were u!?! hahaha
great reading choice.
Aww, I like that!
What your friend said made me laugh.
haha
stop updating while at work, sir !
wow…how old were you back then? 8? haha :tongue:
Not even a picture of you reanacting it with a stuffed animal? Oh, well; this post is sweet enough as it is.
i bet it happend plenty of times since then…haha
that girl is brave !
yea i want to know how old you were at the time
i’ve never kissed anyone before (except on the cheek, but that doesn’t really count). if i was in your situation, i’d go nuts. i wouldn’t know what to do. maybe i should think up some plans just in case. (>.<)
the emoticons work best
lol. nice story
awwww…that’s really cute! i dun think mine was that memorable…well…maybe i just blocked it out…ahahaha…i dunno…i do remember one hot kiss. woo….
thats adorable… i love kissing, could kiss for hours!
It’s very cute. In a nonhomosexual way.
remember my kissing story at the club…that was my real make-out session EVER…!!!
Kissing so rules…but only if the other person can return the favor in a meaningful, tasteful, and delicate manner… my ex use to slobber the whole half of my face…so we never ever had kissing part of our relationship except for a peck!
I hope I marry someone who likes to make-out and has great breath!
nancy
oh tahts a cute post!
kissing in where a mouth and a mouth are linked together to create a blissful moment. that or to just in someones pants.
thank you! i really do appreciate it!!
;]
Aww…first kiss stories are always sweet- yours sounds a little unconvential but still exciting :hehe: propss
All I remember is- sliminess…and tongue…and “wtf? this is supposed to feel good?”
=D take care,
Jun
man, this reminds me of HS essays.
my first time…har…woowee @_@
Aww, that’s so cute!
man i feel old.
unfortunately coworkers are men… still want the hook up! let a sista kno.. hehe
hehhehe it’s my site! I did a lil bit of work. : )
awww .. that was way too cute. haha i haven’t gotten laid in 16 years.
awww cute story
GNO = girls night out
awwww, how cute!
heehee… Lan got a li’l kissy kissy action.
Yes I remember this post. I started regularly reading your blog after this post. I even went to the book store to get a copy of “The Perks of Being A Wallflower” and it is a damn good book, just like your posts.
hmm around 24?
no?
so u had ur first kiss… when u were 19? :blink:
i was happy after i read your entry. cause it got me feeling, “aww…”. but now i’m mad cause i can’t remember my first kiss! WTF, right?! :mad: that’s sad… so sad. i DO remember awesome make out sessions… haha. but fudge. can’t remember my own first kiss. it was sooooo long ago thou———OH DUDE! i DO remember!!! :w00t: THANKS, LAN! *sigh*
Awwwwe!!!!!
“Nothing beats a first kiss….” - 50 First Dates
I like what you said to her… “Surprise me…”
Cute! Cute! Cute!
I had mine in a cab… lol!
I brushed mah teeth right away when I got home…
Hey! I was only 13… :innocent:
wow! first time kissing, huh……….it must felt special. especially that girl who got the kiss from a first time kisser! :hammer:
*Amy :showoff:
Mah First Kiss with a GUY… that is!
Technically, mah first kiss was mah bestfriend… :pinch:
wow what a cute entry! =)
that’s one of my favorite books to.
good ol’ Charlie! :thumbsup:
hahaha sex = good ’nuff said
Wow, interesting, Lan…..what a lovely letter. I remember my first kiss….it was when I kissed the doorway and got a big swollen lip from it…hehe.
Good night.
-Linda =D
lolzzz haha…i dont even remenber mine..i know who though..cuz i only kissed two people in 20 years of my life lolz ….anywayzz yeaaa i canged my hair cuz i looked straight up like DBZ this morning..ewwww haha so i changed the color…its a lot nicer now hahaha
it makes ME blush reading that. too cute!
Cute! What a great first kiss! Mine wasn’t so great…
*Terrian
Hah, those first times are always the best. I wonder what would happen if you posted about your first sexual experience. What do you think? Would it be a 300+ comment monster of a post? Or would it crash and burn?
:cry: hi lan — im bummed i missed your IM….
such a cute post today — i remember my first kiss…
hmmm what a great blog topic…. you’ve inspired me….
wow!
No seriously, wow!
LOL.. “wait that’s her tongue!” that sounds like me in 6th grade.
Aww how sweet
Your first time was mugging down in a movie theatre? Too freaking cute!!
My first time was on a curb outside of my mom’s apartment. But it was fabulous
Great story Lan…it reminded me of my first kiss….
Gosh, tis is so sweet! And boy, I do wish I can have the courage of that gal tho! ? :wub:
cute…autobiographical, or fictional?
Wow, that was one brave and forward girl!!! :laugh: I am almost 19 and I have never kissed anyone
i remember this post…ehehehe
ahahah awwww
haha i absolutely love perks of being a wallflower. do u know wut “masterbation” is? hahaha
My first kiss was with my pillow, she has such succulent lips.
if that were true does that mean u got your first kiss…. uhhh 3 months ago?? hehe but yeah cute story man=)
:wink:hahah aww that is so cute :biggrin:
you seemed like a little cutie in the 2000
lol you still are :wink:
<3always jenny
thanx for making me laugh so hard…..that was really cute.aww makes me remember my first kiss..NOT GOOD, haha but I like kissing just with the right person it makes it better. How old were u?????? lol
woops im so bad with datess lol
poignant! i like it! reminds me of my first “official” kiss. “official” in that she wasn’t the babysitter’s daughter trying to experiment on me or anything. :console:
no i was right, u wrote 2005 right? ughh im utterly confused.. oh well
Cute recall of a cute event. =P
:blink: hey lan …ish that true huh ?? how old were u wen u did that ?? tha first time ish alwaiz tha scariest…then after that ur just basicallie learning how to better ur technique !! that was kooite sweetie !! :tongue: wait til u get sum for tha 1st time !! lmao !! wat’s ur plans for this weekend sweetie ?? anything exciting going on ?? gtg toodlez !! xoxoxo <3 Kimmie
awww….how cute!
awww.. :wub: i remember my first kiss too.. that was nice.. it was supposed to be on the cheek but i turned my head.. :tongue: never regretted it…
es muy cute-na. i wish my first kiss had been like that. (mine was a nitemare! lol)
i remember mine. it makes me smile. =]
Hello! I think a few posts ago you asked that your readers introduce themselves to you, and since I’ve recently started a trend of leaving comments on strangers’ xangas…thought I’d say hi.
I’m always looking for good xanga entries to procrastinate with, and this one often does the trick! 
Lovely story. Not as traumatizing as my first time. 
aw, im glad your first kiss was better than mine. damn. i coulda waited till high school. (my first was in 7th) the bad thing was, i didn’t feel the “fireworks”. it sucked. lmao. my next one after that was muuuuch better tho. (3 years later. hah)
kissing is fun. especially when it’s with someone you really care about and vice versa.
haha how cute..I could only imagine what sex would be like j/p=)
omg…i love to reminisce about my first time doing this or that too because you’ll never get that feeling again but then you realize that’s ok because sometimes it just gets better and better with age and experience
K
haha.. this is one of my favorites too. so descriptive..
this, too, was one of my favorite entries of your’s =] i thinkk i became a subscriber after this!!!
Aw i love this entry its soo cute….makes u rem the first time for everything…such highschool young love
AWWWW AT LEAST YOURS WAS GOOD!! :devil:
i remember my first *sniffles* it was awful, my bf the one i’m currently dating, umm, i try to bite his tongue off ….HAHAHHA :pinch:
i had alot of practice but i still suck, he’s a bad teacher :dry:
aww cute
ah.. good book.
ai! this is too cute *_*
my first kiss was when i was ~6yrs old… so that didn’t count. but i was hooked…
are you going to write about sex now? i’m sure everyone’s curious now… hehehe
I just love it! Way too cute! I always enjoy reading your posts! Take mad cares of yourself..have a great weekend!
well youuu always get #1 featured.
=) we’re equal.
:boxing: bigtime babycakes.
Wow,,, your bloggggggggggggg is reallllllllllllllllly cooooooooooooooollllllll enough to attract suuuuuuuuuuuch peoooooooooople.
just Wooooooooooow… :ohmy: :thumbsup:
haha hell yeah, of course :wub:
boo.
:wink: :tongue: :biggrin: :laugh:
:mellow: :huh:
how sweet..did this really happen this year? how cute!! i dont think my first xperience was all that.. i hate kissin….yuck! just give it to me on the cheek..asian style .u kno like smellin ya..hehe yea baby!!
manhh my first kiss was like going 150 on a 55.
It was pretty bad -_-. But he’s still with me till this day haha!
I’m glad yours went better then mine did =o).
I love your stories. Your just never afraid to share anything are you? hehe
Jade
lol, i’ve been too lazie to update -n- blahh.. wurk mai butt offf too.. :’(
About 7 or 8 years old…playing house…I was kissed by another 7 or 8 year old girl. I didn’t complain. It would be years till I was molested again by an older girl–and I was an older boy. A first kiss is always so life changing and life affirming. I encourage you to have many first kisses. Hahaha…don’t think Madpimp would approve…hahaha…j/k
Thanks for your support always.
too cute. :thumbsup:
:w00t: That girl has guts, hehe. My first kiss was awhile back, hehe… and I started sobbing for like 2 hours after the guys attempted to kiss me because I got so nervous, hehe.
Ha ha Lan, that was a great post! I love the way you are totally honest about yourself and unabashedly open…. very cool.
Thank you for dropping by my site and for supporting your fellow BXU member! Drop in again soon, and quit kicking my ass in the polls!
So innocent….. :hammer:
ryc: Utter honesty & as vivid as I can remember.
i can still remember my first kiss, i couldnt breath :worthy: :huh:
awww dat is soOo cuteee >_< when was this? so r u and karla happly married now? lol =p i would like to rite an entry about my 1st kiss wif my bf but i fink i’ll keep dat private and sacred haha >_<
aww.. that’s so sweet… wish mine was as ‘nice’ as yours… :tongue:
HAHAHA so if that was your first kiss…i’m assuming you’re still a virgin….HAHA how cute…
lan is so cute lol,….. but someone said kissing is personal, even tho someone is a player, they wouldnt let u kiss them! Neways…..
hmhmm…both is the ans.
aww thanks. and you’re sweet as always =)
Lan, I think you should at least post the girl pic!!
This post just makes me love you even more!
Keep it forever and look at it often – for after a while most people forget about how wonderful kissing is – and they just go for “the main course” – to me kissing like that canbe the best experience inthe world – never let it go!
haha. that just brought memories of my first kiss. absolutely HORRIBLE. hahaha… he had braces, which cut my lip somehow… and he slobbered! meanwhile my brother was outside in the car, honking for me to hurry up. i was nervous and grossed out at the same time.
awwww what a cute post! :wink:
let me tell you, you hd it way better than i did.
My first kiss was w/ my bf in 8th grade and he and his best friend were too scared to kiss my firend and I so they made a bet to see who would do it first. Tysen decided he was gonna do it in one of the walkways after school so his friend Steve who was having the bet w/ him invited tons of people down to watch so that Tysen would chicken out. (Tysen was really shy back then) So we walk down there on our way to our buses and stand there and some girl goes “awwww, isn’t it cute? This will be their first kiss” I feel rediculous and suddenly Tysen’s coming towards me and so i go towards him and our lips hit and it’s wet and slimey cause he licked his lips right before we kissed and it lasts a half a second and then it’s over. The End.
lol…it was like that for the entire length of both our relationships and our 3 random hook ups….up until senior year in high school where he finally got good.
But anyway, kissing is the bestest thing ever (aside from my first experiences)….i was 13 and i’m almost 20 now and I still think that’s true. Kissing makes everything better in life.
Good post. You’re right…it was worth the re-posting.
aww thats cute.. a bold little girl taking the innocence away from virgin lips. :ohmy:
hehe. cute story indeed…..i remember my first kiss…
lime juice on a papercut was a dumb thing to do but i forgot i had one until the squeezing of the lime..lol….
RYC: Lan! Everytime you visit, I feel starstruck! :w00t: yeppers! I wrote that!
ryc = response to your comment?
If that’s the case, then……ryc: Yes, I need a massage…badly
Kissing is fun, isn’t it? I’m glad you reposted!
:innocent: haha. Nice story, Lan. Remind me of my first time kissing a girl… :whistling:
AWWWWW!!!!
damn you get alot of comments.
awww i remember my first kiss too… i was kinda nervous but i think i played it off pretty well haha =)
btw that “poor guy” i was dancing up on in that picture? he’s my bf haha
haaha little did your friend know, he was setting you up for a world of pleasure and exploration.. lan you crazy guy. Damn your friend was quite the aggressive one eh? I mean danngggg, she laid it out. “now or later, lan come on I dont have all day” haha. someone is obviously hottstuff.
that’s cute :wink: first kisses are special.. it sort of determines your “kissing style”, if you know what i mean.
ahhh Innocence
tis but a memory now.
this entry belongs in some children’s book
like….Sideway stories from wayside high or like Superfudge or something
u better be kidding around with a first kiss on the January of this year u big V
lol nice post… i don’t know how i got to your page, but well worth the read… that book you’re reading is pretty good too…. keep it up.
awweee…you must have been thrilled! first kiss are always the best because it leaves an imprint in your heart…at least for me
have a great weekend!
* i like the site.. i see alot of people do* youra cutie.. check mine out soon* take care ji_marie :biggrin:
haha that’s cute! definitely a better first kiss than mine…which was super wet and slobbery and i’d rather not think about it lol… :pinch:
that was cute, props :thumbsup:
Aww your first kiss sound really sweet! Can u believe that i never have a first kiss? :unsure: My first kiss got stolen
how lond ago did this happen? its a sweet story and im glad it was a positive expeience for you .
i guess i need to look closer. i saw it was originally posted in 2000. the other comment had a good question- how old are you?
:devil: sexy whats the fuck is you face doing
yeah… i have no idea who the heck came up w/ the concept of kissing as a sign/expression of affection? why not plucking an eyebrow out and tickling the other person’s face with it, or rubbing butts? hmm….
Maybe I should quote mister mackey at the bottom of the post…hm…
Hope you have a great weekend
ha! that’s kind of personal— then what happens afterwards? so are you going to post about your first sex experience too? :dribble: JK! that was perverted- let me stop! :innocent:
aww thanks… but that pic was 3 years ago when we were working out hardcore. i am trying to get in shape again.
Aww, this was such a cute read! You seemed like the perfect gentlemen not wanting to go for the kill. Sometimes patience is a virtue, no?
:wink:
wait…is this a true story? did it actually happen in 2000? how old are you? :blink:
ryc: oh i don’t hate nyc. i just think people all around are idiots and capable of being inconsiderate.
and you wrote that on my bday teehee. a sign, perhaps?? =X
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
Im wiping a tear.
ryc: no, i meant that you originally posted it on my bday – jan 5.
:throb:
haha kissing is pretty cool huh? are you going to write an update for the “sex first time”???
i changed mah mind and deciced not to leave you in this xanga werld all by yah slef! lol. but yeah…im baaack! haha. payce and take cares!
~shelly
love that book oh and the entry was hilarious as hell :wub:
That’s hilarious
by the cutest entry ever
and thank you 
Haha, someday I’m gonna have my first kiss story.
no there boys name ewww you think boys names are hot haha kidding there girls names =)
wow.. thats so sweet… i remember my first kiss!!! (flashback) it was standing in the living room… it was a dare a nd the kid had braces so i kinda hurt!!!lol what a memory,right? well im glad you enjoyed it!!1 have fun with the next one…. wait how old were you then??? bye
~lindsay
Very cute!!! It reminds me of my first kiss experience. Mayne I’ll write about that on my blog one of this days. Nice job!!!
that was a cool story
Have a good weekend, Lan and I will bring back pictures on Monday.
Take care.
-Linda =D
yeah the beach sounds nice. i would love to travel one day. i haven’t been out of tx yet, only to oklahoma which really isn’t too far away. haha well enjoy your day and weekend!
you reposted just for me? how sweet ^_~
kissing is one. and this is one of the cutest writings ive read on xanga. good job
Thx for the get well wish bro, have a good weekend!
eh. i haven’t received my first kiss yet. i’m still young, so there’s still time. i bet i’m going to mess up my first kiss..
that’s cute! Indeed, once again, you make me smile!
gsus chris you get a lot of comments. And what is this kissing thing you speak of? I’ve never heard of it.
I’ve always been grateful for what i have…really…i don’t think i ask for much.
Hehe…that letter is cute. It reminds me of my first time kissing a boy. By the way…so is sex better? ahahah jk
random propz u….. have a lot of emotion while this happen! i thought only girls would actually get nervous n would actually write in down in a journal or diary… well there’s a first for everything
Too cute!! Gave me that giddy feeling when reading your letter.. thats so sweet!!
very cute!
my first kiss sucked.
we were just hugging and then he stuck his lips out and i gave him a kiss. like one i would give my grandmother.
it sucked.
my second kiss was a lot better lol
<3EMILIA.
that book is soooo awesome. i love it.
i can relate too closely to that entry, good for you man.
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Perks of Being a Wallflower is such an awesome book *<3
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