January 5, 2005
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June 10, 2000
Dear friend,
Do you know what “kissing” is? I think you probably do because you are older than me. But just in case, I will tell you. Kissing is when you touch your lips against another girl’s lips. Wow!
I thought that in those movies and television shows when they talk about having a cigarette break that they should have a kissing break. But then again, I think this would decrease productivity.
I’m only being cute here. I don’t really mean it. I just wanted to make you smile. I meant the “wow” though.
Earlier this week my friend Karla asked me to go with her to Universal Studios. I had such a good time! My favorite ride was Back to the Future. Feeling the heat on my face was such a great feeling. All the other rides were OK but I think I like Magic Mountain more.
Well after we left we decided to go watch a movie. We both sat down in the movie theater and then Karla leans over and looks at me.
“So do you want me to kiss you now or kiss you later?”
I was so shocked. I couldn’t tell if she was joking or actually meant it.
“Surprise me,” I said.
”OK”
“I’m sorry I need to go to the bathroom.”
I wasn’t sure what to do I never kissed a girl before. I always had this image of me kissing a girl on her front porch after our third date. Me slowly going in and kissing her on the lips while holding her neck. But here I was at the movies with a girl on our first date and SHE asked me for a kiss. What a dilemma. Well I mustered up the courage to head back to the movie and sat down.
Suddenly, out of the corner of my eye I see her head coming at me. Ahhhhh!!!! I brace myself for the worst and she goes in for the kill. I remember thinking to myself Oh my god she’s kissing me…….wait this feels good…..wait this feels wet…..wait that’s her tongue.
I don’t remember much of the movie but this has to be one of the best times I’ve ever had at a theater.
Afterwards, on the way back to her house we talked about the kisses and I let her know that it was my first time. She was surprised at first and told me she thought I was good. That made me happy.
During the ride home I called all my friends to tell them what happened and how come they didn’t tell me kissing was so cool. One friend even brought a bigger smile to my face. “Lan, if you like kissing this much, imagine what sex is like.”
Love always,
Lan
Comments (27)
hahahaha! that is sooo cute! wow..makes me think about my first kiss… :smile:
anyway–i know i’ve been mia from aim but that’s b/c i was taking a break during the holidays. it’s been too hectic to even get online to check my email! school will be starting next week, so my routine will start once again. talk to you soon!
i remember that night well. you big mush head. :mellow:
That has to be the cutest story I have ever heard. You let the girl take control- thats awesome. Very nice….
I don’t know you just ran across your site,
Brittney
haha… tt’s really cute… awesome!
WHAT?!?! *shocked*
*but very happy for you though* awwwwwww… first kiss… kute kute~~~
<———- not very fond of my first kiss though since it was “stolen” frm moi… -.-”
heehee….
guess it just wasnt the same anymore…boo 
so when can liss & i take you out huh? LOL
gosh you know what i miss….hip hop class monday nights at 8 & going to dennys after workout..those were the good ol days..yoono mark doesnt teach it anymore, he quit
HAHA! Lan! Thas sooo friggin CUTE! At first I was like…wow, I guess he’s a late bloomer! Then I scrolled up and realized it was post dated 2000! hehe! And you know what?! This is what I first thought of my first kiss! “weird…it’s really wet…and ew, there’s his tongue…omg, wth is he doing w/ his tongue?!” LOL! After experience, I realized he was a really bad kisser…bad kissers = HUGE turn off! But lucky you– you didn’t have to make the first move!
hehe
I’m so glad you think the way I do– to be able to see ppl’s faces when you give them something is much more wonderful than actually receiving gifts yourself! (unless, of course, someone split part of their lottery winnings w/ me! hahha!)
Dear friend,
I read a letter online today that made me really feel. Do you know what I mean? Not just a smile, or a little bit of sadness. Really feel. I hope I read it ok. I hope I understood what i read the same way that he wrote it. I’m trying to be a sponge, and not a filter. The author’s name was Lan.
Incidentally, I feel ‘pimp’.
Love always,
Kim.
Cute entry. Did you really write that entry back in the day? Too bad I don’t remember my first kiss, must have not been as nice as yours.
Anyhow, just wanted to thank you for the comment you left in my Xanga and also to say that you’re pretty cute. :wub:
wow…i’m motivated to write about my first traumatic kiss experience.
i remember this story!
Adorable entry! :hug:
Thank you for the congrats! You don’t apply to be Featured, Xanga Staff will pick entries that they like or think deserve “spotlight”. :smile:
Yours deserves it, just keep on writing on everyone’s Xanga and you’ll get the attention ya want! :tongue:
:throb: kim
:devil:
I dunno what that emoticon was for… but yeah… I heard this one before from you! Its weird to see the story in writing again. Ahh the memories. Now next time talk about how you lost your virginity.
wow, you are a LATE bloomer. haha. totally unexpected considering the jokes you tell. so what’s your next entry going to be about? the first time you hit it? :boxing:
heyy xangah whore. lols =P. hrms my meds. sumthin in it x]. lols
What a cute story. I love your site, just surfing by! Keep up the great work! :group:
WOAH! WOAH! WOAH! i thought we BOTH agreed that we would never, ever, under any circumstances speak about this again!?!??!! let alone make it public!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha yes it is sOOoOO pretty i wish i could’ve played on it…:/ but oh well….it was great juz seeing it it was the first tyme i’ve seen snow dat thick hahah!!! hey still up for friday??maybe well we dont know yet either haha!! ttyl!!
aHHh i lyke dat pic at top i lyked dat song they had long tyme ago…aren’t they called the gorillaz or somethin i dunno anywhos….ok.. buh byez
until the 23rd… and then beginning jan 29th there’s body worlds 2.
yup! how lame eh? when ppl say it that soon, you just KNOW they don’t mean it and then you gotta think, if anything they say in the future is true or now…
kissing eh?.. funny stuff.
omg, you gotta teach me how to work adobe. it hurts my brain. @_@
nice page by the way.
omg, i like the smileys. :dribble: :hammer: :boxing: :whistling: :pooh:
ok, im done. :biggrin:
That’s just plain pathetic. Yuck kissing is nasty! JK, your story is very cute :rolleyes:
:hammer:wow i have no idea who u are but thats ok cause yopu seem cool…the perks of being a wallflower…great book :yawn:
If anyone was curious…..I wrote this letter on Janurary 5th 2005…..I was inspired by the book “The Perks of Being a Wallflower” to write about my first kissing experience……it was forever ingrained into my psyche so it wasn’t hard to remember =)
Thank you everyone for the kind comments :biggrin:
This is a cute story .. good writing. I don’t know you, but you made my heart smile.
Hi Sexy! I should make my 15′s too. It’s a good idea. Man.. i hope i didn’t make it to your list.. cuz if i did.. i’m not too proud of it. :wacko: Anyways..can’t wait to fly over to TX with you!